For the past two nights (both school days) I have been eating cup-noodle ramen very late at night at around 11-12ish. I then proceed to stay up until about 1 or 2 am, watching tv shows on netflix. I can already see that im gaining weight drastically and its just stressing me out. I dont want to become a cow, for im actually quite petite. My face is puffing up and my cheeks and resembling one of a hamster’s. I want to be thin, and get cheekbones like sherlock! :^. sounds silly but hey, im 15.
Because of my slouching during the earlier years of my life, there is a small of fat under my neck, and danmmit its getting bigger, like a chicken’s.
Other than this, i’ve not been feeling myself latley. my friends from the 8th grade ive noticed the’re well… losers. I sound terrible, however whenever i want to join a new club, they call it stupid. When ever i wanna make friends other than them, im stupid. not even that, aparently with out me around, they’re very rude and mean. not to me… but i dont want my friends to be known like that. ANd i dont want to be associated with that as well. So, Ive made new friends and i’ve been spending time with them. However..its not like a ‘group’ of friends, it a collection of other kids ive gotten really close with.i sortof float around between them, but im pretty content. My grades have also been droping because A) i havent bothered to do my homework and B) i havent been studying or focusing of tests at all. Im a B – A student. perhaps its pressure? perhaps its stress? i dont know. but i do want to get my goals straight.
-get into better shape NO MORE RAMEN!
-get the grades up
-dont slack off so much
-get contacts
okay so im getting offtrack.but does that matter? dude dont be so polittteee