Lucy:
There are so many things i want to say to you.
Im angry you stopped talking to me
Im hurt you always chose our friends over me and never stood up for me ever
I hate how many times you were the cause of my ED relapses
I hate how I never once was able to tell you all the thing you did that made me angry or upset for fear of how our friends would react/be f****** mean to me
Mostly i hate how much i miss you and how much our relationship fucked me up SO badly??? I’m so happy w the new bf and our 4 month anniversary is in 6 days but i still miss you almost everyday and i hate that you don’t care that i miss you.
I have so much anger that i never got to resolve and still haven’t resolved and the fact that you’ve stopped talking to me drives me f****** insane ??? you promised we’d never be strangers… what the f*** do you call this then 😍😍😍