He took me back after finding out an unfaithfulness I have done. at 20 I knew nothing but I knew I had betrayed him. I told him because he deserved the truth what happened 1 night. I knew it was over and I accepted he would leave. but he kept me. he took me back….. I am thankful but I am in pain. He is a prideful Man. he took me back because of shame to admit I could betray him. I am only here in a place where I dont belong. I cannot forgive myself because I don’t have a choice no more. He kept me here but I know its no longer the same. I should leave but Its not my choice. I cannot go, but I know I should. He will never move on and I will never stop being in pain.
