You know I’ve realized something. Everyone called you “just my crush” I even did but..you were more than just a crush. It was more than just a random crush. You get over crushes,I will never get over you no matter what I say,do,and act I just will never fall in love with someone else,I will never move on. You weren’t and aren’t a crush. I’m still in love with you deeply. I will always be..and I know I will so instead of moving on I need to just forget it. I need to stop thinking about you.. but I can’t. You’re everywhere I am. You sit by me in lunch,you sit by me on the bus,you talk to me,you still hug me,hold me,ruffle my hair,compliment me,question me,stay around me,give me those dumb looks,smile at me,make me smile,make me blush,and even still tell me you love me just don’t want to date me. So how could I ever get over you…the answer to that is I can’t. And that’s just pain.:(