I’m still feeling hurt that you were ripped out of my life Victoria. It wasn’t my choice but it was a choice I had to make. You and I were not meant to be together, even though we were obviously soul mates. You were the female version of me Victoria, and isn’t that the best you can have in a relation. We would have never felt strange about the other’s feelings and desires, because we could recognize them! We’re slowly going towards 10 years of having no contact at all anymore, and it hurts me deeply that you seem to have vanished. There’s no social media, there’s no website you still visit, your name barely pops up in google, other than with things I already know about .. I know that your dad died in 2015, and I promised you that we would dance on his grave, because he deserved that.. But sadly, I wasn’t able to do that.. I know we can’t be together, but losing you as a friend Victoria is one of the worst things that ever happened in my life… Every day I miss you 🙁 Where are you Victoria ?