Im done. Let me have time to process this again. If you are who I think you are- this will only make me scared. even more. and this only would strengthened the fact that this is real. Im not dumb, Im just trying to settle things. You knew my feelings. You know why I cant contact you if ever you asked me. And when Im beginning to feel okay again, you make me go back here? I know how to lecture you dammit! but I cant. Couldnt. You’re selfish and I was actually just trying to live my life. You really enjoy my vulnerable state dont you. I thought you’re happy now. I really think you’re really good. That’s why I let you be. I know what’s happening behind. But please I know you really dont like me. I know where this is stemming from Okay? or whatever this was.