No matter how I confess nor how often, I don’t feel any better? Should I shout to the world- I’M A P************ AND F****** HATE MY OWN GUTS. I can’t stand myself genuinely and I hate that. How can I become someone happier and better. I know little me is disappointed in who I’ve become and I wish I could grab her face and apologize. She deserves a hug. I’m a mess and I don’t even know how I got here. I wanna be new.
