no matter how you try fight it, be a strong f**. you’ll break too. i dont wanna act tough anymore. this feeling of unwantedness even thru friends or colleague hurts like bee and all u wanna do is flee. but how can i flee if all i want is to be by your side but, i feel unwanted by u.

i feel lost isn’t my intention is pure?

everytime my heart breaks i became more weak, that i become desperate. those who people who live alone isn’t really alone they have friends.

i have neither. i mean i know i have my share of stupidity and denseness i could’ve avoided this altogether but my super fast attached heart cant.