Catholic guilt is ruining me. I just got into a queer relationship and I really care about my girlfriend but I get all those doubts that I just told myself that I feel what I feel. That also mixes with a year of thinking I was aromantic and my extremely homophobic parents… I can’t enjoy my first relationship fully because all of that. I just want to be happy. And I know she makes me happy. I wish it wasn’t an act of bravery for me to date her… I wish I could just date her without feeling like I am breaking boundaries I live in for all of my life. But life is not that simple and I am going to be stuck lying for a couple more years. I am so tired of lying… But I feel like she is worth it. I don’t want to back out just because I am scared. I want to love my girlfriend with no fear