When i was 13, I realized that i am super ugly. Idk when it started but i wasnt always like this. I dont go out with friends or family. I always make up some excuse to stay at home. I avoid different ceremonies like weddings and birthday. I think this is destroying me slowly but no matter how much i try i cant go out and have fun. I only go out for classes and i cant even remove my mask and drink water infront of everyone. I feel super insecure. Its getting worse day by day and i cant even say this to people around me cause it will be too awkward.