I hate my boyfriend. He only ever thinks of himself and treats me like a maid. But i’m too afraid to break it off because he’ll threaten to kill himself if I do. and Im afraid of feeling alone. All my friends want me to break up with him but i can’t do it. Part of me is still absolutely in love with him. I wish he would treat me with respect like when we 1st met. I wish things would get better. I’ve been saying this for 2 years now. It only seems to get worse.