For the past couple of years I’ve had this romantic fantasy (not s*****, mind you).
What it is is a girl stalks me for a bit (I’m a guy), is “creepily” friendly and possessive with me, getting jealous over little things and making whatever excuse possible to come visit me.
She would eventually ask me out somewhere and be extremely clingy for all our dates, not letting go of me and occasionally staring at me, and one day I will be asleep or doing something in the backyard and she would sneak in, kidnap me, I would wake up in either a locked room with the windows barred, that and me chained to something by 1 ankle (I’m not into bondange just for extra security), or in a metal cage. It would be her room, and there would be some pictures of myself in there, most which I don’t even know were taken.
Shortly after she would see that I’m awake, carrying a nice meal for me, telling me that either I’m either a heavy sleeper or I put up a fight depending on how she got me.
She would slip the food under a thing in the cage for me, telling me to eat happily, waiting eagerly for my approval.
As the weeks go on I would be allowed to walk about the house, but never leave it unless she was accompanying me.
Also when she kisses me it would usually be completely out of nowhere out of passion and she would grab me by the back of the head and pull me in for one, push me over, holding me by the wrists and squeezing them, or if we were standing up then the same thing except against a wall.
She would have me lay on her side when we’re watching TV or put my head on her lap, and if she wanted anything done or needed help she would tell me. But still being respectful, also if she wanted to put a collar on me I would be ok with it. But only a cat collar.
I tend to attract the “obsessive” sort and I have a thing for assertive women, my ex was for sure on both of these things (mapped out my house, found the average times my parents arrived, peeked in my window when I was asleep, took pictures of me/measured my ring size one time when we slept together, as well as making imprints of my keys, faked a pregnancy/baby’s death to try and keep me, also held me down when we made out/had s** and was very passionate/spontaneous).
What do you think of this? The few people I’ve told have told me it’s twisted and to try to go for more “normal girls” but I honestly see it as a cute normal thing I’d like to have happen one day and I don’t like “normal girls”.