Its not like Im heartless, I couldnt bear to see you (and other people really) be in pain and confused and just generally torn. I dont even know if it exist here and i dont know if any of this is true but its just my intuition. I have feelings too and I deal with it on my own, for me, I dont want to judge or hurt other people esp that particular one because I think if in certain circumstances that all is different, I think we would be really great friends. Lets be kind to ourselves, okay? for the moment that’s my concern. dont feel burdened by any of this 🙂