There’s something really wrong with me. I am definitely the bad person for this.

So, sometimes there would be times when I’m on facetime with my boyfriend or something like that, and he’ll say/do something that could be seen as offensive jokingly (it usually bothers me little to none) but I like to overreact on purpose and turn my camera off and make my voice crack and make it sound like I’m crying- I don’t do this to make a joke or be funny. I seriously want him to think he made me upset. I’ll then usually proceed to leave the call and not answer any of his texts for a couple of hours. The thing is, I get so much enjoyment out of this. Seeing him feel instant regret and spam texting me about how he loves me and he’s sorry. I know it causes him pain and regret but I can’t seem to care that much. I just love seeing him get sad because of me. It reminds me that he loves me. But, I obviously feel bad for doing this. This is such a s***** thing to do and it’s definitely manipulative. Anyways, thanks for coming to my ted talk.