I want to die. Nobody cares. Nobody knows or takes time to get to know anything about me. Everything is so goddamn superficial. I don’t think anyone knows the real me or even cares. I cut and I want to bleed, I don’t know why. It feels better than the hell I’m in now. I mean sure I’ve got a nice family and sure I’ve got nice friends but would anyone even really care if I died? Would anyone even remember me in a few months, let alone a few years? I can name literally five people who would actually give a f*** if I died. I cry myself to sleep. It hurts a lot and I just want to end it all.