Hii, I am Star i always feel lonely and scared. I don’t know but i build walls that no one can enter. I do not want people tojching me, hugging or kissing. I only have 1 friend but I feel like i still draw a line between us. I want to remove that but I cannot. I feel lonely knowing that I don’t have someone to talk with, to tell secrets. I don’t have someone to ask me go out and chill. My only friend has a lot of other friends they are much closer and sweeter. I really want to have a friends. Second my crush or I must say I am inlove with him. In my High school year I do have a lot of crushes I had a crush to boy 1 when I am grade 9 and it last for almost 2 years when I saw in Facebook that he got a girlfriend I got so happy and supportive. This time of year my previous classmate and I become so close we chat each other I feel so attach I think he has feelings for me but he got a girlfriend and I am so hurt. This guy is my classmate since grade 7 to grade 10. That girl is my classmate this senior high school, she is so pretty, she has many friends, she is rich, she has milky skin, straight long black hair. I hate when we are in a group. I am so insecure of her. It is my first time hurting just by looking to someone. I bet I didn’t realize that I have something for my classmate when we are in face to face. 😭