I honestly don’t know who I am. I forget things, daily. I have no hobbies, I mirror people, I act like a child but I am 22, nearly 23, I lie, steal, manipulate. I wish I can reincarnate into something or someone that would be of help to this world. I wish I can have someone to confess all of my feelings and paranoia to. I wish I knew why I exist. I did messed up things as a kid. I cringe at them to this day and it’s given me nothing but a sinkhole in my stomach. I feel so alone, but it is my fault. I also feel realllly f****** stupid, I was raised as a retarded child with no proper education. I hate it. I hate being well aware of my stupidness. I hate me.