I’ve relapsed into railing pills again, because I’ve just been abused and alone all my life. There’s just no reason for me to stay sober.
My habits are super self-destructive, but I will never kms. I’m doing it slowly through unhealthy habits already.
I’m not afraid of death, I’m afraid of pain. And even though I think I’m selfish, I’m not THAT selfish. To cause that pain to my relatives and kindasorta-friends.
If I had a theme song for my life, it would be Crywank – Leech Boy
