A letter to it: Please understand I will never love you no matter how you look in your bedazzled leotard, how much money you have or don’t have, how great you are to your groupies around the way, etc. Again, you can only love or hate or see in people the qualities you possess in yourself. “I know you know.” Yes I confessed, so what. Are you 100% certain it is me to the point you are willing to gamble our entire connection on it? Don’t be foolish. It’s not like I follow you around from city to city falling all over myself to be in your presence, fill your mail box with 1001 emails or put dead pets on your doorstep or break into your house uninvited, come on now. Be realistic, it is just a crush that you happened to stumble upon online. You knowing I have a s*** crush on you or m********* to the thought of you is a horrible thing in the middle of a pandemic? I think your hot, and…well safe s** is safe s**. Don’t fault me for having great taste and admitting it. Okay, so the plan was for it never to roll out across the internet, I thought it was a intranet, closed but I was wrong.