Suicide>prison r***. I’ll do it on the anniversary. I’m so happy no one will get any of my stuff. They don’t deserve any of it for letting me suffer alone. You’re all banned from my funeral. Family only. F*** you all. There’s no hope. I was so close to freedom. I tasted it. I got a mouthful. What karma. Is this my punishment, God To? To view the gates of heaven moments before being being cast down into hell? So be it. I will not beg. I will not obey. I will be forced to use the last freedom I have before they take that away too.