I wish I was stronger and could leave a very love starved dead relationship. He starves my heart ❤️.

While I have spend endless wasted years feeding his .

He hurts my spirit. Oh I keep my thoughts to myself . He would just shut me up calling me nasty names. Like I’m negative . God forbid I speak my mind. God forbid I am fed a shred of love ❤️.

Or given a shred of true intimacy or true kindness .