I hate being alive, i hate having to do anything with people. I really honestly wish either i could live in the woods with literally no human contact,die or the apocalypse or whatever can happen so everyone s*****, evil and bad person could just be thinned out and die, i am one of those.the world doesn’t need people who treat people like s*** and the world doesn’t need people like me who hates everyone. I am so tired of everything, i feel like i can just walk out from my job this second and go jump infront of a car or truck, but then I’m overthinking too much that I’ll cause an accident and there doesn’t seem to be a high enough bridge to jump from. There is a lake, but I’m scared of deep water so don’t think i can go that way. I f****** hate myself so much.