I feel alone in life. There’s been no one ever to make me feel like I’ve been heard or understood or even seen. I’m scared that when I find someone that I want to share the rest of my life with it won’t feel like sharing just more like isolated. Everyone I’ve ever known has felt miles away from me mentally unable to reach even in personal or deep conversations I’ve never really felt connected or like I’m sharing and experience or even just an element of ‘we’re in this together’ and it really scares me.