My parents would always get mad at me for doing anything, i would be doing nothing bc i was done with my stuff i had to do when my mom yelled at me for being lazy. I didn’t say anything and looked at her bc she would always do this, my parents would call me “the devil” or say “you have a devil in your brain” they also told me that i couldnt have any friends bc they were putting “bad things” in my head to think about. But really my friends helped me be happy and i remember one day when my mom said “i dont want you here anymore, you can go and find somewhere to live like your sister’s did.” That really hit me a lot, to have my own mother say that in front of my face as if she didn’t care at all and then act as if she never said that later on.
