My bf got a room for us this weekend. It was supposed to be fun. He forgot my bathing suit (always at his place) and seeing how much he was beating

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My bf got a room for us this weekend. It was supposed to be fun. He forgot my bathing suit (always at his place) and seeing how much he was beating himself up made me sad. I drove an hour each way to get it. I thought it was all good. We had dinner and laughed it off.. he was h**** so even though I was exhausted I obliged.

He was inside of me when he noticed different discharge than normal. I’ve never had a yeast infection before or anything so it worried me when he said it smelled off. He basically made a comment about me cheating while he was inside of me. I really didn’t think it smelled that off but it looked strange. It didn’t smell anything like when he cums inside me.. and I can’t speak for other men because I’ve only had s** with him.

I want to sleep but I’m so hurt I don’t know what to do with myself. I cried as soon as he fell asleep.

I’ve never cheated. I wouldn’t. I love him and it hurts so bad. I wanted to have s**, it’s very much a way I show affection and enjoy the closeness. It’s not just about getting off. I brought some cute lingerie and now I don’t even want to wear it. I’m disgusting. What if something is wrong with me?

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