I want my mom to die It sounds awful when said but I do not regret getting it off my chest. She has 6 other kids and she makes it clear everyday that I am

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I want my mom to die

It sounds awful when said but I do not regret getting it off my chest. She has 6 other kids and she makes it clear everyday that I am the one she hated the most. Since I was a child she would abuse me physically and emotionally . She is also the reason for my generalized anxiety disorder. Once when I was 8 she picked me up by my neck when I told her I hated her. When I was little she would talk about how she wished she could drive to s desert with me and leave me there. She also loves to tell my older sister lies about me when she usually is the cause of most of the issues she described. Everyone talks about how you have to love your mom because shes to mom but what about for the poeole who never delt like they had a mother in the first place? I am not a hateful person and i love my dad and sisters but I can’t be in this household and I can’t keep in contact with them when I leave. I’m planning to cut all contact with my mother and even go as far as a restraining order. I hope she dies and I hope I never see her evil face ever again.

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