To My libido has hit rock bottom: right there in the same boat with you brother. Despite how much I adore looking at women, and how I still watch p*** occasionally (but detachedly and never with m***********, to be honest not sure why I still occasionally drawn to it when I am behaviorally impotent and want neither s** nor m***********), I ruined myself with too much s** and burned out on it to the point it is no longer worth the effort and does not seem to give me what I want any more. Actually ready to do a safe self castration by injection but need a second pair of steady hands to assist.
