I don’t think a simple man like me could ever live up to your ambitions and expectations. You are pretty high maintenance, no offense intended, nothing wrong with it, just how it is. You seem to care more about social status and internet fame than meaningful connections, forgive me if I’m wrong, but you seem dreadfully shallow. Depth of a puddle. Have a lovely evening you lovely pacific pilgrim. Going west won’t solve your problems… Cjpb