i realized that i caught feelings for this guy that my best friend has been friends with for years, and after the three of us hung out and i thought i liked him but denied it, my best friend started dating him and is really happy with him but i cant help but feel torn apart inside even though i knew it wouldnt be me. i feel really selfish because shes my bestfriend and im giving them all the support and fake excitement in the world because if i dont, ill just keep hurting and have no clue what to do…