I will never be content. I don't believe I can reach the levels in most parts of life that I want to be at. My brain feels too clouded to focus clearly on

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I will never be content.
I don’t believe I can reach the levels in most parts of life that I want to be at. My brain feels too clouded to focus clearly on anything and its destroys motivation and will power. Everything I do revolves around other people. If it was up to me, I’d up and leave to another country, but my girlfriend would be upset and I’d feel bad leaving my elderly parents as I may not see them again. But living this life is soul destroying and breaking me down day by day.

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