I want to confess my feelings of shame and regret. I am 20 years old and have had s** with multiple guys, all of which I did have genuine feelings for and each time was special to me. I have never cheated in any of my relationships and I never will. The regret that im feeling and shame is that I didnt wait until marriage. Im not a religious person, in the slightest, I go out to clubs and get drunk and have fun like a uni student would, and iv probably done things religious people would consider ‘sinning’ or something, but I hear some people around me saying they are waiting until they find the right person or to get married before having s** and I envy them… because it makes you think that when they have s**, it will be more meaningful than any of the people iv been with because they waited.

by the way im also a dude.