I never had good friends. The one’s i have now are just people who sympathise on me and mock me behind my back. They dont like me or my way of talking. They dont even consider me as their friend.
One of my classmate lost his dad and all of them came to know by messaging themselves. But no one sent me any. Not even 1 call. They all planned for going to the funeral. And i was sitting there at my home listening to music. And now, they tell me. I felt bad. Why am i so much avoided? I’m an introvert and a silent one. So people wont talk to me much cause they think i’m a boring person. And the people who talk are acting like this. May be i’m bad. Or may be i s*** at being a friend.
Anyway, i’m all alone now. I just want to be a good friend. I dont even have a boyfriend may be cause of the same reason. And i feel so lonely everytime. I wish there was someone who would talk to me. And consider me as a good person. I need a good friend. If possible forever. I like meeting new people. So i’m interested in chat too. Are there any sites that would help me talk to some random people? Just to escape this loneliness.
I just want to be happy. So much tired of being insulted and ignored. This ignorance is hurting me.