I feel disgusted at this and I don’t know why I was so dumb about it and it was never right but I don’t want people to think and of me because it happened when I was 11 but I’m older now and am demi-romantic and asexual. There was a dog and I was alone but I was obviously curious about s** and stuff but then the dog kept trying to hump me and sniff me (privet area) and tried to lick me but I didn’t know what to do but I didn’t like it, until I was just laying down and it came and started licking me, I didn’t feel anything other then discomfort and shame but I made it stop and kinda took a shower to cry and wonder why, I don’t know why or what reason but I don’t know what to do about it other then go. “This is why I don’t like s** and anything s***** WHATS WORSE IS THAT IT WAS A DOG AND I WAS A KID I HATE IT SO MUCH WHY DID I DO THAT IT WAS MY FAULT I FEEL DISGUSTING I DOTN WANT IT TO BE LIKE THIS DUDE I CANT. I DONT LIEK THIS ITS ALL MY FAILT.
