I recently have gotten… bad… again. and i feel stupid because the reality of it is that i have no reason to do this. I’m surrounded by people who love me, I’m happily committed in a relationship. But it seems like every night i can’t help but doing it, and every time I’m done, i immediately regret it. and being the stupid self i am i get mad at myself and do it more. cuz that makes self right? Im so confused and alone and terrified that I’m losing so much self control.
