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Take care of yourself and good luck. I wish I had something to say that could help people from having to go through what I am going through. But the truth is, my situation is such an anomaly, there isn’t anyone else out there suffering like this so there isn’t anyone to help. I got my own private hell. I just wish someone would hear me but… I have to stop trying to get people to hear me and I just have to start “living” or whatever, it is just, I am not sure how I am going to do that. I feel I am injured and what can I do. I try to get well but then my parents push me and then I get hurt again. All of this, to feed the status quo. I shouldn’t have been born, to be honest. My Mom is selfish as f***, I mean I don’t even know if there are words enough to aptly describe it. I feel like a pet or some s***. My feelings, thoughts, physical experience, nothing matters to them. I feel like a f****** mannequin sometimes. Just my physical body being there in the space is enough for them. The torture I am experiencing means nothing to them. I have a difficult time describing s***, but they don’t care lol. Take care.

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