I’m willing to bet , your siren is ill. As is most everyone. Very few people are healthy . Many of us are honestly dying , don’t you think , you would be better off if you let go of her . She sounds like a good woman ,why else would she be someone you love .

She sounds like she was and is supportive of you . Even though you are acting like a prick .

She sounds like she needs a friend , not a pimp . Think about it!!!