You cant die yet Siren, i have so much more to write about you. Theres so many movies and tv shows and video games i want to experience with you. I want to marry you in hawaii or maybe the virgin islands or jamaica and maybe even have children with you one day. Theres so many things i still need to learn about you. Whats your favorite color? Favorite food? Favorite Movies? Games? Favorite Bands? Favorite Songs? Favorite Smells? Favorite Animals? What are your deepest desires and darkest fears? Its not fair. I cant lose you yet. Please dont die. I cant lose my best friend. I cant lose you. Please let me protect you. I love you. Ill even learn how to use a camera for you. My dad could teach me. You can still be a model. You dont ever have to touch me, but please just hang out with me like we did before everything got so complicated. Im gonna lay off. Im sorry. I hope youre both ok. Ill do better, I promise.
