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“Fighting the war, fighting off the ward I’m buried in the crevice that separates excitement and boredom
I’m a true genius, I always knew the world was flat
That’s why they all fall off when they walk in one direction for too long
And I’ll probably follow they footsteps ’cause if I had a chance to reinvent my blueprint
But I could sweet talk the solar system into s*****
As long as I’m here, to contaminate your ears

I’ma be your new favorite form of pollution
Float on the tightrope choke on its loose ends
Pissin’ in the gene pool promoting evolution
Never knew a nervous breakdown could be so soothing
I’ma be your new favorite form of pollution
I’ma be your new favorite form of pollution
I’ma be your new favorite form of pollution
I’ma be your new favorite form, favorite form…

Yeah, 20 bars left till meltdown acid indigestion progression hell bound
Every deed for my self now, lemme bleed all over your see through shell child
Young dumb and full of compulsion, neurosis
I’ll lose this whole war, before I lose focus
So take your dirty hands off the mic, punk
Life’s a b****, and then you get treated like one
Trudging through the field the sinister grins diminishing anxious minutes
Feed my cynicism adrenaline innocent standby-er
Sit calmly in the fire sift through the wood chip, call me when you get tired
I can feel your whole aura needs a tune up
And I got enough momentum to back your whole crew up
Just relax and breath in the mustard gas
You can function as the normal social scab like you always have
Stay at two and ten on the wheel of karma
That is if you can get the ignition to start up
I don’t believe you, and you don’t believe in me
But you don’t have to, you’ll still wind up buying my disease”

Illbjjb

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