We were friends since our 7th grade. It has been 5 years now. When our final exams were on our heads, she started to panick. Had anxiety attacks and suicidal thoughts. I used to text her regularly, called to check on her and even visited her. She has her most vulnerable side exposed to her bestfriend. She stopped talking to me. She stopped texting me back, stopped taking my calls and wouldn’t meet me. I thought maybe she wants a break. That is why I stopped too. One day at school, both our classes were taken to the ground, I saw her, she saw me, but we didn’t talk. She didn’t come upto me. So neither did I go. I felt really bad seeing her talking to everyone but me. Her last seen on WhatsApp changes. Posts random stories on Instagram, but didn’t talk to me the way we used to. I literally tried my best to be her friend. Her true friend, her best friend. I was there when she needed me. I wasn’t okay. I had anxiety and low impact depression for 3 months. Nobody came to my rescue. I needed her, she didn’t come. That day, I decided i’ll not talk to her and would break our friendship the day our exams get over. On 18th December it was our last exam, and on 19th, i ended everything officially. She didn’t even ask me what was wrong. She didn’t put in efforts to stop me or to make me stay. She let me go. I am happy I left this friendship for good. But I lost my friend. I lost my ONE AND ONLY friend. I don’t regret it, but i feel bad. I have no friends now.
