I love ❤️ him , even though I doubt his love. My trust is practically non existent as well . Part of me is paranoid, sadly and I just need to be alone to stop running from him. I need to stop trying to push him away.
Why was I born to be such a screw up ?? And why is he still here??? I wouldn’t blame him if he ran and left me.
I’m sooo shattered , I dunno how to trust you . I want to , but i am scared .
Good night Darling… I love ❤️ you
Bye
