I’ll always love you, I’ll never be able to place a finger on what was so special about us. I just accept it’s something ill never understand, only be able to feel. I wish I could feel that way again. Even if just for a moment a day.. I haven’t felt anything in so long almost been 7 years since you last held me, last kissed me.. I’ll always wish things were different. It hurts to know you are so close that you could talk to me yet so far away that you hate me you dispose me. You hate who I am.. I wish you could see a new me and give love a chance. I know she’s unfaithful though and it had nothing to do with me. You can’t make a girl faithful no matter how loyal you are. I spent every moment on you and tho in turn paid it back to some other guy in your shallow life, you couldn’t even tell me about him. No you told him you loved him while laying on the same bed next to me..w****