I have less than 5 years to live and I swear I thought last night I was going to depart, my heart is broken and almost had a a heart attack. Alcohol induced heart disease and honestly I want to leave this place, but not that way… Life gave me trauma, I trust nobody. Almost died and I can feel it’s just the result of being abused. People talk so bad about me behind my back, nobody here knows how to love, I have no friends I can trust, I am unhappy with the town where I live and the people around me, my dreams turned out to be a nightmare and I want to quit my job soon and die. Also, have never found true love and I rather have s** with a real alien than another crazy human.
