I lied when I said it was just s** for me. And I do regret New Years Eve. I’ll cherish and despise that night forever because it meant everything to me. I felt something with you that I didn’t think I’d ever feel with a guy again and it’s killing me. Can never tell you how I feel even when it tears me apart because you didn’t mean it when you said you’d be here for me. But the end result of fire is always the same. I miss you