I’m still in love with my ex and he dismisses me as just a friend now. Maybe we aren’t even that now. He even talked to me about other girls, and asked my advice. I was the one who screwed up our relationship, but he said he would stay with me because he liked me enough to help me through my emotional and depression problems, but when I needed him most I pushed him away and he left. Its been a year and we rarely interact, but I still cry over him. I can’t help wondering if maybe he’s the one that got away. I’ve tried to let him go and for a while I thought I had. I realized how wrong I was when I heard a song he used to play on his guitar and cried myself to sleep.