I run away from everyone. I leave. I want to stop running. I just for ONCE would love to feel a sense of its safe to stay. I have a nasty habit of ruining my relationships. I just run and give up so they won’t hurt me. Self-Preservation. I am loving to a fault. But when someone gets too close, I shove them away. i hate that about myself. Wish I understood why i do the things i do.
