I’m currently 20 years old and I don’t know where I should go. There is a saying that all roads lead to Rome, but I am not sure if I even want to go there.
What if I choose a way and in the end I will regret everything. It will hurt like nothing else. If I choose nothing it will be also a choice, a painful choice.
In the end nothing matters. It’s not negative nor positive.

My life isn’t that bad, yet I kinda regret every choice I did. I thought it will go away with time.
However it doesn’t seem that I will stop regretting. I am probably not the only one, there are plenty of people who will feel the same way.
But nobody is really talking about it. Most of the time people don’t like to talk about such things, because it’s pointless. It’s like trying to find a cure for procrastination or death. There is no magically cure. Your just accept it till you die and that’s it.
For the time being I can only press on and carry that weight.