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I’m just tired. I’m not really sure what to write, but I figured I might as well throw my feelings into the void. Sometimes I wish I never existed. Then, I feel guilty about wishing that. I feel like an idiot and a coward, and I don’t see how anyone could actually like me. Everything I do, I do wrong and I wish I could just never do anything at all. I think I want to die, but I’m not suicidal. The thought of death terrifies me, but sometimes I wonder if it would be better to have never gained a consciousness at all.

I’m almost sure I’m a p************ even though my family and friends say otherwise. I have no reason to feel bad about myself. I have a good life. But I f****** hate myself so much.

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