I’m so anxious. I just want it to be Saturday night already so I can relax. I’ve been so manic that I hurt my knee from pacing and doing a weeks worth of chores in 2 days. I’m scared. I’m half a pot of coffee deep and I woke up at 5:30 because I’m so wired. I tried so hard so it would be easier but I’m still a nervous wreck. Do whatever you want, but please don’t take me away from someone who won’t survive without me. I deserve it, but she doesn’t. I know I put my head on the chopping block but please resist pulling the guillotine cord and ill go along with whatever you want and never bother you again. I want one more to get better. Please. Ill behave.
