I’m worried I’m developing an eating disorder. I’ve been under a lot of stress daily for over a year. I lost 40 pounds..even more than I intended. But if I see the scale creep up even a little bit, I restrict and panic. It’s nothing to do with how I look..I think it’s the feeling that if I can’t control this, I will lose control of everything. My sister is anorexic and I hated seeing how she struggled. I also don’t want to put anyone through that pain. I have to get a handle on this but I don’t know how.
