my crush sits behind me in spanish class. He has average looks and an amazing personality. I cant tell if he likes me or hes just really nice, but its most likely the second one. I cant bear it. He has a close girl bestfriend, which also s**** because SHES SO NICE and i cant hate her because she hasnt done anything wrong, even if she makes me jealous sometimes. He doesnt really text first or start convos but he did say that he never does just because hes an introvert. Idk… sometimes he can be slightly flirty but i think i need to learn to accept that he doesnt like me. usually, i could just find someone else and i would get over my current crush, but casey is amazing and even tho i dont know him super well yet, i dont think ill find anyone who im as attracted to anytime soon.
imma cry brb ;-;